If only I had wings so I can fly
I wanna be with you for all of time
My love for you will never die
If only you could hear me shout your name
If only feel my love again
The stars in the sky will never be the same
If only you were here

❤ 愛してる ❤

Sunday

friendship can change

Nw den i noe that after someone noe some new friends,they will so hw forget about their old friends.I only realized this when someone prove it to me and that person is qun.Even thought i have some new friends in my sch.I will still go to sch wif my old friends.Okays even if i nvr go home wif u cause if i take 172 or 199 it will take a longer time for me to get home cause my house is more far den your house.But if i take 181 and i drop near boonlay sec sch and i walk home den i no nid to take 2 bus and spend a longer time to get home.I didn't say if we take 181 u cannot follow us,did i say this b4,no i didn't,u can still take 181 wif us since the bus will also drop at jp.U say that my,julene and hong after meeting new friends we didn't care about u but that nt even true.We still talk to u and even sometime we even go recess wif u but u are the one that look like u don't talk wif us.Cause friday after sch we have to meet our cca teacher.We stay at sch to eat lunch.While eating,we saw u wif your new friends.We call u,me,julene and hong.U didn't even hear us.We even call u are the top of our voice but u didn't even hear us and u walk away wif your new friends happily and at that moment we are all hurt.We thought that after knowing your new friends,u don't even one to talk to us anymore.U may think that we are the one who change after knowing new friends but i don't think so.I think the person who change is u.U may think why i think that way because u wrote at your blog that u and julene and hong started become stranger to each other.They are quite hurt after knowing it.Even thought they have some new friends but u also cannot say that they are stranger to u,after they noe u for quite a few years.I noe my friendship wif u,sm and erin will nvr change but after that u write that we are nt that close anymore and that hurt me quite much.I noe u don't like suju but u can also no nid to say bad thing about them.Let me ask u,would u be happy or sad if your close friends say bad things about your idol.Let me tell u,u will feel quite hurt.So i write a fb that let stop this about the group any more cause i really don't wish that  we will break our friendship because of this small thing but i think u don't get what u say,u even scold me bck and i feel hurt.I feel that u have change and change a lot,like another person who i didn't even noe.I noe your quite hurt too when we didn't go home wif u anymore or sometime nvr go recess wif u but u also no nid to write that we become stranger wif u.Okie i agree wif u sometime ppl might change after knowing new friends but that doesn't mean that u are not our friends anymore.To say the true,this is the first time i get hurt very badly by a friends that was very close to me and also a friends that is call my bff.I even start crying when i write this post.Is it true that friendship can change,i always trust that a friendship would last forever but i nw noe it is nt true.I noe u are also hurt too by some of our action and we feel the same way too so let just end this thing here. Even thought u say we are nt friends anymore but i will still treat u as my friends cause i noe our ever lasting friendship will nvr break.