If only I had wings so I can fly
I wanna be with you for all of time
My love for you will never die
If only you could hear me shout your name
If only feel my love again
The stars in the sky will never be the same
If only you were here

❤ 愛してる ❤

Thursday

going bck to sch



Yo hey there,ps for nt posting the past few days even  though i am at home cause i sick.This is the first time u caught fever that is 38+ all most near to 39 ler.Think i caught a cold after my swimming lesson on monday den have to go see doc and rest at home for 3 days.Even though i don't like to go to sch but it is very bored at home if i didn't watch anime,prince of tennis think i will be super bored den.Nw 3 days mc all most over ler and i can go sch 2more ler.Miss my classmate and teachers alot okays only girls kays,still nt to close to my boys classmates,so only.SHINee coming to singapore to have a autograph,i one to go cause i am also one of SHINee fans,all kpop singer rock,they are just so cool.Nvr go sch for 3 days sure miss many thing de,funny,scary and lesson too.Can't w8 to go bck to sch but must wake up so early in the morning den still have cca 2more,guzheng.I am listening to music nw,just love music so much,can't live on if there is no music on this world.Think i will end the post here ba,bye

Monday

starting to fell sick again

Yo hey there everyone,have swimming lesson today for my other classmate this is their second lesson but for me it my first lesson as i was sick last year and i didn't come.I didn't swim for quite a few year as i have no time but i can swim again today at the pool.The weather is so hot today and it makes u one to jump straight into the pool and have a swim.Even though i have swim before but i don't dare to swim that much as i hear cases of ppl drowning in the water or being swept away by the wave and die so i don't quite dare to swim,but i still try my best.Today julene and jolene nvr went for swimming cause of some reason and i can't tell u.As i have sore throat yesterday,i cannot speak that loud or scold at ppl but idk when my voice change b4 swimming lesson but my my sore throat gt worst and also i am having a bit of fever cause when swimming lesson end we have to go bck to our sit to get our things to change and at that moment,there was a gust of wind and we were all feeling cold so i think that why many ppl fall sick after today swimming lesson.So sian,2more have road-run but maybe i will run or nt cause idk if i going to sch 2more anot,if i gt better,i will go but i didn't den i have to spend my money on the doc to get mc and medicine to get well soon,i have to go nw,so bye everyone

Sunday

friendship can change

Nw den i noe that after someone noe some new friends,they will so hw forget about their old friends.I only realized this when someone prove it to me and that person is qun.Even thought i have some new friends in my sch.I will still go to sch wif my old friends.Okays even if i nvr go home wif u cause if i take 172 or 199 it will take a longer time for me to get home cause my house is more far den your house.But if i take 181 and i drop near boonlay sec sch and i walk home den i no nid to take 2 bus and spend a longer time to get home.I didn't say if we take 181 u cannot follow us,did i say this b4,no i didn't,u can still take 181 wif us since the bus will also drop at jp.U say that my,julene and hong after meeting new friends we didn't care about u but that nt even true.We still talk to u and even sometime we even go recess wif u but u are the one that look like u don't talk wif us.Cause friday after sch we have to meet our cca teacher.We stay at sch to eat lunch.While eating,we saw u wif your new friends.We call u,me,julene and hong.U didn't even hear us.We even call u are the top of our voice but u didn't even hear us and u walk away wif your new friends happily and at that moment we are all hurt.We thought that after knowing your new friends,u don't even one to talk to us anymore.U may think that we are the one who change after knowing new friends but i don't think so.I think the person who change is u.U may think why i think that way because u wrote at your blog that u and julene and hong started become stranger to each other.They are quite hurt after knowing it.Even thought they have some new friends but u also cannot say that they are stranger to u,after they noe u for quite a few years.I noe my friendship wif u,sm and erin will nvr change but after that u write that we are nt that close anymore and that hurt me quite much.I noe u don't like suju but u can also no nid to say bad thing about them.Let me ask u,would u be happy or sad if your close friends say bad things about your idol.Let me tell u,u will feel quite hurt.So i write a fb that let stop this about the group any more cause i really don't wish that  we will break our friendship because of this small thing but i think u don't get what u say,u even scold me bck and i feel hurt.I feel that u have change and change a lot,like another person who i didn't even noe.I noe your quite hurt too when we didn't go home wif u anymore or sometime nvr go recess wif u but u also no nid to write that we become stranger wif u.Okie i agree wif u sometime ppl might change after knowing new friends but that doesn't mean that u are not our friends anymore.To say the true,this is the first time i get hurt very badly by a friends that was very close to me and also a friends that is call my bff.I even start crying when i write this post.Is it true that friendship can change,i always trust that a friendship would last forever but i nw noe it is nt true.I noe u are also hurt too by some of our action and we feel the same way too so let just end this thing here. Even thought u say we are nt friends anymore but i will still treat u as my friends cause i noe our ever lasting friendship will nvr break.

Saturday

fun and happy




Hey there,sp come to my house today to play at first we were like very ps to talk to each other cause so long nvr see each other ler but after a while we okie okie ler.Den we started play ball.Sp always like to take my pink colour ball and a soft toy pig at my house so everytime she saw it,she will one to take it and play.I always don't let her take so we are always fighting to snatch the ball and the pig.Today we did the sane thing,like last time b4 going to sec sch.I like it very much and i miss my pri sch classmate.The fun and playful time we have wif each other,really miss that time.We snatch the ball and pig for quite a time den we start playing other things.We play fb first den after that we went to youtube to watch happy tree friends.We watch for quite long den we do our hw for a while.Soon it was 6 already.We start watching some funny accident show.We were both laughing until all most no voice ler.I guess u think we very bad right,the ppl is surly very pain cause of the accident but we were laughing way,haha.Time pass very fast and sp nid to go home ler,i hope i can have more this kind of days.......XD

Friday

stupid johnathan


plz don't copy this pic cause this pic is i create der!!!!!

Yo everybody,bck to blogger to post my post nw.Feel a bit happy and a bit angry today because my panther johnathan,keep on call me names like zhao yu,zhao yun things like that i also dk why.B4 knowing him,he quite quiet after knowing him he just became so naughty and super talkative.But b4 this thingy,james who is also sit a table away from me started sing song in a funny voice and talk in that funny voice,dk why he do that la.Den he start singing the sch song and making me irritated den johnathan  also follow him in the voice and irritated me too,they super super noise lor.Den after it the johnathan call me name like i say b4 den i told him nt to say so i use my high lighter and dot on his hands den he try to take my high lighter and makers to draw me too.In the end his hand gt high lighter marking and makers too,i was laughing all the ways.Today we also have HE lesson and this week lesson we nid to sew our names on our apron.So hard to sew lor,keep on making until my hands,so pain.The boys also keep on taking thread until run out ler so we cannot sew ler,nid to do next week so we went up to our class and w8 for ah hong they all lor cause we were separated to 2 group,20,20 each.They nid to do finished the sewing thing b4 they can go lor so we waited for so long.After the teacher went out we went to help our classmate.First we help kang li tied a knot on the thread den pull it into the needle.Den we still help the others too,den we keep on coming in and out of class cause scared teacher come bck and scold us.The wo shuan(sry if i spell wrong) nid to decorate the notice broad but he don't dare to go in to do.Soon ah hong done ler den we go eat lunch den me and germaine went up to class to see hw their do ler den jayjay and hong follow us.Den the yu hang(sry if spell wrong) use the paper thingy go hit us but in the end gt hit by hong instead,haha.Den we help anges do something,but i didn't realize that johnathan was using a marker to draw my hand when i saw it i run after him for quite a time.Soon we go to meet our cca teacher and den 2.30 we waited for ah hong they all who take 181 de.But ah hong so late lor so me,jayjay,germaine,kang li an hui qi go up bus first.Then germaine and jayjay keep on bully kang li lor,cause he shorter den us then like we his senior like that,haha.Den soon we go home ler lor.I nid to go do my hw nw so post again 2more and sp coming my house 2more den can play ler,yeah!Btw i post some pic or this post very very long den my whole blog only words no pic de


Super Junior

SHINee

Thursday

test and folk dance

Hey there,i am starting to like super junior more and more,they are just so cool.The others kpop singers too,they are just so cute.I have chinese composition test today,so hard cause the tittle i nvr write b4 de lor,but in the end i still managed to finished it.I also have music lesson today den mrs fong ask us to learn one songs,the song quite high but i can handle it cause i join choir in pri sch and i am in sapporo last time,that means i can sing quite high.Some ppl also gt scolded either because they nvr bring their music file or they nvr pass the test for the music file cover page.Feel sad for those who nvr pass,hope they try harder.I also have others lesson today but i just say some of the lesson only,i nvr post all okie.I also have folk dance lesson today.Folk dance nid to hold hands ler,must hold boys hands.My panther is jun hao........haiz.......today also nid to hold hands.The folk teacher say 1c dance first den all 1d pupils let go of our hands but suddenly she say must hold lor......sad..........after folk dance lesson i went to library to do project but in the end,germaine do finished everything ler so we just went to do hw lor.I have to go nw so bye bye

Tuesday

tired today

Haiz.....so tired,my bck and legs ace so much cause today we gt rev up so we have to run outside the sch today.The routes was so long and we have to run for a very very long distance,so tired after that.Ah hong so good lor,hcf members no nid to run,they only nid to play ball or badminton and stuff like that.So good i also one but i nt hfc so nid to run,sian.............after this run in the morning i still have to run for pe,2 rounds around the sch,so tired lor.My others classmate nid to run 3 rounds but i only 2 cause i am sick yesterday den i nvr go sch so i cannot run too much so teacher call me to run 2 rounds can ler.Den after this run we nid to train for......dk hw to spell.It like a iron ball like that de den must throw it,we have to push the ball upwards,looks very easy right.Our teacher call us girls to choose first if we one to be the first to throw or the last.We discussed if we one first or second but the teacher help us choose instead so we do first.For those for do wrong must run 2 lap round the  field so we cannot make any mistakes.All of the girls do very well expect for 2 ppl but teacher give a second routes that is if they can spot what is wrong den they no nid to run  ler so in the end no girls nid to run,so good right but the boys in our class very bad lor.I rather one my ex classmate den my classmate nw cause they so what lor.But nt all the members of my classmate very bad la,some only but still very what lor.I have to go do my hw lor so i end here ler kays,so byebye

Friday

bck to pri sch

yo hey there,first i post thing that happen yesterday den what happen today kays,i have folk dance at my sch and i really hate it cause we nid to hold boys de hand,omg right many will think that way.That day actually i very happy,i am nt happy cause i nid to hold boys hand but cause my panther nvr come so i very happy,i thought i no nid to hold anyone hands but i thought about it too early.You want to noe why,cause my teacher lee change my panther,as wei ru is taller den jun hao(dk if i spell their names correct anot)so my panther become jun hao and i nid to hold his hands,my mood turn unhappy again cause nid to hold boys hands.Our class took up half of the dance class lesson just to hold hand so u will noe hw much we don't one to hold each other hands but no choice have to hold or must stay bck to hold longer.As i write b4 our dance this year is tango so boys and girls must stand quite close,and must hold hands for so long,last year dance is better cause no nid hold so long but tango nid to hold hands all most through out the whole dance.Soon fd lesson is over and we quickly go wash our hand for the girl but for the boys idk,think they also ba.Den we also have to choose what cca we want yesterday,kays that all for yesterday,nw for today de ler.Today was the same sch day den after sch we take 181 home,wif yh,germaine,shu jun and willie and others too,we drop at GP as germaine one to print her photo so we w8 for her lor den we went bck to our PAP sch to go c our teacher just me,germaine and yh only cause willie don't one to go so we go ourselves lor den after seeing,germaine went home and ah hong go my home to take my hp as we are going bck to pri sch to go meet our teacher.I am quite happy cause can c teacher and also my classmate,going to miss them,after seeing teacher,some of us went to the swing to play,we play for very long and only today den i noe that boys don't dare to swing high on the swing,we girl have found their weakness even we girl can all swing high den them expec willie cause he swing very high,super high.We play until 5.30+ den go home,some go home,some go jp to eat dinner.Wow i wrote until so long this post think i going to just end this long long story here ler,will post on another time when i am free kays,that all,bye

Tuesday

finally talk ler

Today i finally talk to my panther cause we nid to sit in 5 to talk about sth,den we start talking to each others and others classmate too.Btw ps last few day nvr update cause i lazy and tired plus still gt hw to do so i nvr update my blog.Think i will nt online that much to update my blog on weekday so maybe i will post on weekends more or when i am free kays.I have to go nw so bye everyone

Thursday

omg

yo sry guys,nvr update yesterday cause i very late den online becuase i repaint my room colour and i cannot on my com so i didn't update.Yesterday is quite kays just some lesson we have and stuff like that,today we have folk dance in wsss,kays dance is okie but one thing that is nt okie is we must hold hands wif boys,my partner was nt here so i no nid to hold anyone hand but maybe i have to do that next week,so sad..............hw i wish we don't have folk dance.....haiz.b4 this we have music lesson,after lesson,when we one to go up,some pupil from 4a come out and see us,they are quite kawaii and handsome actullay,some boys from 4a.We also have choir audition today,actually the boys came first but they nvr sit and we girl sit down so we become first to sing.We just nid to sing lalala like this den can ler,easy right.Den julene,me and yh done ler and we have to w8 for karel so we stay and chat wif our classmate,kays nw i call them friends,we play and run,it was fun den karel hao ler so we went home.I also make some new friends today,hope to be friends wif every single one of my class,i gtg nw so bye

Tuesday

Happy

Yo,hey there,i meet ah hong today at bus stop den nid to go jp and meet,karel,sq,julene and shu ting.When we reach sq already reach ler den we have to w8 so long for the three slowpoke but we also saw our friends,Erin and sm,kai ling too.Today was quite fun in sch expect we have to sit so long,all most the whole morning listen to this and that................i am also happy cause i make some new friends,we noe each other by something our teacher call us to do,the duty roster,den we chat chat until become friends ler, :D............i also say yesterday that my class boys are like monkey,nw i change my mind some are monkey but some are nt......:p.......so sch end ler den wee go home,we take 181,When we reach jp de bus stop we saw chicken head(kenny),he also saw us den we like say ello den we went off ler..........kays nth to post ler,one to go fb ler so bye

Monday

First day

First day of sch start today,must sleep early and wake up early too,i quite like my sch but its a bit too big and i scared that i will get lost,hope i will nt.Its so nt fair wif the number of girls in my class,there's only 12 girls and 28 boys,so much boys in my class and they all act like monkey cause they so noisy.I wonder hw my friends is doing at their new sch nw,are they having fun,or they don't like it there,humm,maybe they like it,i guess,i really miss my old sch,jwps,want to go bck to my old life wif mdm goh as my teacher and the same bunches of classmates and friends,that would be great but i noe it will nvr happen the way it think,think i will end the post nw,bye

Sunday

Super Junior

Hey guys,hi,i went out very early today den 4 to 5+ den come home,i wouldn't tell u where i go,secret,haha.I nw very attracted to SJ(super junior) and other kpop singer so my blog songs i put all kpop de.So sian ler,2more sch start ler so i cannot on com that much ler,scared i cannot sleep tonight,i also scared if 2more nid self intro to new classmate,i also dk if i can make new friends,just hope i can,wish me good luck,i gtg to sleep soon so bye

Friday

Happy New Year

Its the first day of a new year today,1/1/10 so i wish everyone a happy new year...........kays nw i will post what happen today.I sleep very late last night because of the countdown party but i wake very early cause i nid to go out,i also upload some video to my youtube acc so if u have time,go check it out,i gtg nw,post again 2more,bye