What if all you wanna do is just to spend some times with your loves one?
 Like just hanging out with one another, doing some activities with one another or just simply just talking to one another. However what will you do when everything that you plan to have... everything that you want to have, couldnt be achieve at all?
Well this happens to me all the time, whenever i planned somethings.. in the end it will just get canceled instead. Whenever i suggest something.. that idea will just get push away instead..
Most of the times, my parents kept on saying that they dont understand me at all cause due to the lack of communication..
But that is not the case at all...
They always say that my temper is bad cause i hardly talk to them but the problems is that whenever i wanna talk to them, will they ever listen.. No they dont. Whenever i feel like saying my thoughts about some stuff, they just push that thoughts away. Whenever i start some topics with them, they hardly seems interested at it at all.
They always say that they know me but then the hard truth is that they dont even know the real me at all. They dont even know the drinks that i love, my favourite colour, the types of songs and the bands that i love, the food that im allergy too.... nothing.. they dont even know a single thing about me. How does that count as knowing me when they dont even know or take note of the small little things that i do everyday. Just a small act like this, just by noticing what others do, it  wouldnt even take long. Im not expecting that they will take notes of me all the times but at least make a little effort to show that you care instead of just saying that you care.
Actions always means alot more than words .. why can't they understand this fact..
Normally due to all of our busy schedule , we hardly even have time to hang out together anymore. Even if we did go out, it's not because that they want to hang out but it's because that they have things that they want to buy or have to do.. that is the only times that we will go out.That is why whenever we have a chance to out together , i always hate to go home that early cause i want to spend more times with them but every time my suggestion just got brush off instead. They always say that they are not interested in the things that i suggested or that they are just tired and want to go home instead so that they can catch on their television program. Do they even know how hurt i will get whenever they say that. Does television program really means alot more to you than me ?? I really dont understand at all ...
They always say that i have changes but have they really thought about what is the real reason that have cause this change in me.... it's them....
so now i understand a hard fact ... what's the point of voicing out your  thoughts when they dont even seems to care about it at all...
so if one day, you guys are feeling lonely cause im not longer by your side, dont ever blame me for it cause you guys are the one who cause this change in me.....