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Sunday
Words can really hurts someone badly, even though you might not meant it and that isnt what you really mean but then you will never know that other can actually interpret your words wrongly and get the wrong idea. When that happen, it really hurts like hell ....
I thought that i have forgotten about everything, forgotten the sentence that you had say to me. Forgotten the disappointment that i have give you. Forgotten the hurt that has been kept in my heart but sadly i guess i didnt forget at all. I wanna change, i wanna be back to what i am before but then sadly i cant anymore. Whenever i talk to you, those flashback starts to flash before my eyes. Those words that you have say before still act like torn that pierce straight into my heart... what can i do now.. i really dont know anymore....
I wanna change, change back to how i was before. Change back to the hyper girl that i was in the past but i guess that will never happen anymore. Those silence that used to be a unfamiliar to me starts to be my only friend already. No longer have those moment that i can laugh freely at home anymore. I really miss those moments. I wanna forget about everything, i really wanna forget this pain in my heart but then i can't .......